engkau

As salam

engkau yg gila.
puas hati?

People change. Me either.
so so so so.

kau kecewa ke?
Maafkan aku.

kau ckp aku ape?
"R***** *** kau"

Gila bodoh.
serious.

hambik laa.
hambik.
Aku minta maaf.

Org gila pun tahu sakit hati taw.
so what?

Kau hati2 dgn org.
org gelak2.
dlm hati?
Kadang2 syaitan yg menguasai.
mohon aku bykkn istighfar.

wasalam

p.s maafkan aku kawan. You had ruined it first!

apa jadah?

As salam.

wahai mahkluk sekalian alam
apa khabar semuanya?
Hahaha

eh nak tahu.
semalam aku g main baseball
awesome wei. First time.
1 token 15 balls

gila awesome.
next time aku nk main lagi lama dr tu.

this friday, aku ada kem.
till ahad.
maka nya bersuka suki lah kita di situ.

Act, aku tak tahu nk tulis apa.
aku hanya nk tulis
"Apa jadah"

Hahaha.

infinity insanity.

cantik, lets fall in love in future.
just please!

Kerana aku sesungguhnya amat selesa dgn kau.
Even we being apart because of love and work
even we being apart because of responsibility and passion
but dear cantik.
may ALLAH make us fall in love in future.
just please. :)

P.s kenapa aku sgt boros?!. HENTIKAN!!!!

used to be

As salam.

dear awak.
I knew now you faced your final exam.
good luck ye :)

I'm writing this entry not because I'm angry.
I just sad and I really want you to know.

dear awak.
I know it's over between us.
I'm not regret on anything happen.
I thanked you for such MEMORIES.

act, I really bloody want to know.
why was EXACTLY you left me.
is that really because couple itu haram?
I don't think so. Hahaha

I knew it because the lovely miss HANI.
we did texted alot you know.
we did contact each other.
and she tell everything that I didn't know.

guess what?
A human's heart just break into thousand pieces.
hahahahahaha
why am I so NOT PANDAI.
why am I love you so much.
Why am I trust you so much.

Such a ^@&$^@//!!^&
Hahahaha.

I just wanna marah marah marah awak like hell.
I just wanna remove all those memories that may useless for you.
hahahaha
why am I so so so blind?

Act for how long u acting like you like me?
I'm sorry for not realize that
really sorry

Awak nk tahu.
Kte buat mcm2 to regain my CONSIOUSNESS
macam2 gila.
not even cross your mind

awak
you break my heart into pieces
not once but twice or even more
hahahaha

but awak.
in future you cannot be like that.
you wife-to-be will be really really  really sad
just don't do that
jangan

kte tak benci awak
kte cuma marah geram dan sedih
hahaha

awak
2014
I'm moving on
creating thousand of memories
I should enjoy my life to the fullest
let go everything
Hahahaha

if you want me to return anything you had gave to me
just let me know okay.
for mine. You can just buang jauh2
Jangan simpan lah eh.
hehehe (I don't want your future wife to see it!)


For the time being.
lets be friend and join all the reunions that tighten our bond with other SMA
Lets meet during all the reunions
lets flashback our memories as co worker
it nicer kan. Hahahaha
lets not fall in love again
Just don't. Semoga tidak.

I'm NOT benci awak.
and I'm NOT angry anymore.
this entry I wanna post month ago.
but I just not ready to post it that time
but now I'm ready :)

Lets not fall in love
Lets the feeling fade away
away with those other memories

Diyana! Don't fall in love with zharif
*just reminder for myself*
Hahahaha

lets be friend forever mr presiden
*no hard feeling okayyyy*

wasalam

p.s alhamdulillah, finally I post it.

lol

As salam.

dear ALLAH
ALHAMDULILLAH for everything
Every single day. Every single thing.
And everything.

dear cantik,
Lets fall in love in future.
please! Hahaha

dear cantik, lets fall in love in future.
even after we being  apart.
apart because of works and loves
apart because of responsibility and passion

but dear cantik.
lets fall in love in future.

Dear medic night community 2014.
our hard works pay off!
Such a great night and great people.
Alhamdulillah alhamdullilah alhamdulillah :)


Wasalam.

p.s alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah ♡

episod hati *a chinggu story

as salam..

diceritakan kepada saya.. *ok ini tipu..heee...

''kenapa aq suke org yg kawan rapat aku suke''
''haishhhhhh''


....mmg cari nahas laa ko!

haishhhh..MASYAALLAH..
ntah laa..aq pnah bagitahu fikri..
aq try nk approach dia..
tp tak approach pon..sbb kwn yg rapat dgn aq PERNAH suke dia...
dan aq pk..
as asasi habis..sume nyee tamat laa..
mne laa aq tahu..
semua nyee se akan2 bermula..

nak tahu ape terjadi..

sepanjang adik bradik2 SMA dok kt umah DIYANA..

aq masak bersama dia..
aq basuh laman bersama dia..
aq g beli brg dapur bersama dia..
aq kasi dia drive kereta ayah.. *xpenah aq bagi kwn drive kete ayh..

haishhhhh...cr nahas betul..
DIYANA..kwn ko suke dy!!
da terang da jelas perasaan dy..
ko jgn nk kaco pulak..

jujur dan ikhlas aq ckp..
aq tak berniat pape langsung..
dan aq tahu...
perangai dia mmg cmtu..
seorg yg layak menjadi ketua pemimpin..

ok...dan aq pk..
setelah KAWAN aq ade di rumah..
dan perasaan ni berakhir di situ..

sape yg sangke kteowg akn same2 TUKAR TAYAR yg bocor kt tepi jalan after anta kak mus g P.ALAM pkul 5 pagi cmtu..
sape yg sangke?

kenapa byk sgt memories aq bersama dia...

YA ALLAH..

kadang2 hati aku pedih..
bile aq dpt TUGASAN sebelum masuk hutan ari tu...

''HANYA BUCUK BOLE ADE BELAKANG BOS''

haishhhhhhhhh...

berat tu..

but alhamdulillah..
aq da cube yg SANGAT terbaik..

korg pham tak ape cube aq ckp..???

sepanjang asasi..

aq da berusaha BEKERJA secara PROFESSIONAL dgn dia..
aq da berusaha BUAT TAK NAMPAK je ape yg hati aq cube kate..
aq da berusaha COVER se COVER2 nyeee...

YA ALLAH...susah nyeeeee....

dan aq pernah anggap..
ko care kt die as a president only..
not more then that..
sepanjang asasi aq pupuk perasaan tu..

berat nyeee..
tapi aq berjayaa..
berjaya dgn cemerlang..
alhamdulillah..

dan aq tetap cube sekarang..
kerana ape?

kerana MY BUCUK DO LIKE HIM...

oooooooo dunie...

ooooooo oooooooo...

*******************
fikri ade ckp..
belum jodoh nyee lg..

but kowg bole pk tak?

seakan2 bende yg korg da pegang..
cume korang tak dapat tarik dekat dgn korg jee..

cm2 laaa feeling nyeee.

hard berat dan uhhhhh...

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untuk CHINGGU yg aq SAYANGI..
ko bukan boboyest yg sume owg nk tahu sape org nyeee..

ko ialah org yg aq nk approach tapi aq tak..
ko ialah org yg aq kongsi sesuatu yg aq tak kongsi dgn org lain..
ko laa org yg aq da pegang tapi aq tak dapat nk tarik dekat dgn aq jee..
aq tak nak jd perigi cr timba sgt..

klo aq ni TAMAK..
aq da tunjuk secara obvious feeling ni..
but i do respect my BUCUK..

aq harap ko mulekan DEGREE ko dgn baik..
kte sgt jauh..
dan aq tak tahu ape hikmahnyee ALLAH hadiahkan begitu byk MEMORIES bersama ko..

aq akan belajar masak as u want..
i'll try my best..
dan ko..
tolong belajar utk bace signboard when driving..
ok?!!!

as i text to u..

''i'll be miss u :)''

i do mean it..

haha!

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klo laa dy bace blog aq..klo laa..
klo laaa..
tapi masalahnyee tidak..
tolong laa bace entri ni..
tolong laaa..
haha!
bye bye laa diyana..

dia tak tahu pon blog ko..

e2 yg terbaik...

wasalam..

p.s UPM...aq akn cipta memories baru di sana :)

      FIKRI...thanks for reading :)

as salam...

da lame rse nyee tak menulis..
da terlalu byk bende aq nk cte..

pendek akn cte yg pjg..

ok...aq ade kem baru2 ni..KPO..
dgn junior SMA and MY BELOVED SMA...

ok..due of some unexpected reasons..
all sma need to stay at my house b4 the KPO started..
it ok..

no worry..

we do have a lot of time together..

for the 1st week..
AYIN and ZHARIF are the first who b my visitors..
we cook together..housekeeping..window shopping..
segala nyaaaa...

guess what?!
terlalu amaaaaaaaatttt laa seronoknyee..
coz kerinduan aq terhadap adik bradik SMA ni ALLAH saje yg tahu..

then adik bradik lain dtg..
wawa, fikri, mad, faez, farouki, leha, mimi, kak mus, amir, zaim, ika, zarul, hafiz..

berape ramai mereka yg dok umah aq...
????
kira laa sendiri..but aq tak kisah..aq seronok sgt...:)

ok..then kteowg g KPO for 3 days...

we do enjoy our KPO alot..

**********************************
aq + zarul + fikri MOMENT..

OK..kteowg kne jge checkpoint kesenian..
zarul wit the singing..
fikri wit the kelantanese..
aq wit the.....
wit the wat?
wit the dancing laaa...
i do teach the junior ZAPIN..

guess wat?
they do the ZAPIN during the pesta pantun..
how proud we are?!!! haha!

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klo nk di cite kan..
aq rse korang kne ade dgn aq sepajang minggu lepas..
mmg sgt penat..
dok berulang alik ke p.alam..
but UiTM di hati ku :)

SMA...

aq rse korang da tahu..
kte sume da terpisah dan g u masing2..
aq sgt percaya...
aq sgt rindu each and every 1 yg ade dlm SMA..
aq doakan kan ukhuwah kita till jannah..
aq minta maaf if ade janji yg aq tak dpt kotakan..

but for my bucukz..
i do JAGE zharif dgn BAIK mase masuk hutan hari tu..
hanya BUCUK belakang ZHARIF..

ye betul...aq jge ZHARIF dgn baik...EVEN IT HURTS :(

maaf kan aq jika aq ad terkasar bahasa..
terambil pape..
semoga kita mulakan DEGREE kite dgn baik..

YA ALLAH...AKU SGT SYG MEREKA :)

wasalam..


p.s thanks fikri :) tweet tweet tweet smsssssssss....

shhhhh..rahsia :)

as salam..

act, aq ade post yg aq save as draft..

and now aq decide nk post..

but..

pk pnye pk..

no..no..

byk kontroversi nyeee..

but aq serious rse nk post..haha!

n pk lg..NO NO NO NO NO...

HEHE :)

wasalam..

p.s aq juz nk dia tahu je..bole tak? haishhhhhhhhh