used to be

As salam.

dear awak.
I knew now you faced your final exam.
good luck ye :)

I'm writing this entry not because I'm angry.
I just sad and I really want you to know.

dear awak.
I know it's over between us.
I'm not regret on anything happen.
I thanked you for such MEMORIES.

act, I really bloody want to know.
why was EXACTLY you left me.
is that really because couple itu haram?
I don't think so. Hahaha

I knew it because the lovely miss HANI.
we did texted alot you know.
we did contact each other.
and she tell everything that I didn't know.

guess what?
A human's heart just break into thousand pieces.
hahahahahaha
why am I so NOT PANDAI.
why am I love you so much.
Why am I trust you so much.

Such a ^@&$^@//!!^&
Hahahaha.

I just wanna marah marah marah awak like hell.
I just wanna remove all those memories that may useless for you.
hahahaha
why am I so so so blind?

Act for how long u acting like you like me?
I'm sorry for not realize that
really sorry

Awak nk tahu.
Kte buat mcm2 to regain my CONSIOUSNESS
macam2 gila.
not even cross your mind

awak
you break my heart into pieces
not once but twice or even more
hahahaha

but awak.
in future you cannot be like that.
you wife-to-be will be really really  really sad
just don't do that
jangan

kte tak benci awak
kte cuma marah geram dan sedih
hahaha

awak
2014
I'm moving on
creating thousand of memories
I should enjoy my life to the fullest
let go everything
Hahahaha

if you want me to return anything you had gave to me
just let me know okay.
for mine. You can just buang jauh2
Jangan simpan lah eh.
hehehe (I don't want your future wife to see it!)


For the time being.
lets be friend and join all the reunions that tighten our bond with other SMA
Lets meet during all the reunions
lets flashback our memories as co worker
it nicer kan. Hahahaha
lets not fall in love again
Just don't. Semoga tidak.

I'm NOT benci awak.
and I'm NOT angry anymore.
this entry I wanna post month ago.
but I just not ready to post it that time
but now I'm ready :)

Lets not fall in love
Lets the feeling fade away
away with those other memories

Diyana! Don't fall in love with zharif
*just reminder for myself*
Hahahaha

lets be friend forever mr presiden
*no hard feeling okayyyy*

wasalam

p.s alhamdulillah, finally I post it.